I'm scared to death whenever I see the schedule for the J2s this year, and am reminded of how I'm nowhere near prepared for the big A's in less than 10months. I'm lost and I just wanna run away. I don't know where to begin from, and knowing I'm not good enough doesn't help at all. Sometimes, I just wanna scream at myself for being such a letdown, or for living up to the expectations of others' that I will simply, just, fail. I can't fly, you know?
So I long for You, Lord. Your love, your grace, your guide and protection and help.
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