"sometimes
the only way to realise how unhappy you are
is to leave the things you think you want behind
(even if it kills you) because if you can't be happy alone
you're not happy.

and there is no greater thrill than being happy
and alone"

you think you know what you want.
but you don't.
and i don't either.
we all don't.

it's probably for the best that we throw those baggages behind us and continue moving forward, no matter how important we deem them to be. because when life becomes a struggle for us, we really have no more capacity to store what we have wanted all our lives but that which will only kill us faster. silently, painfully.

lust of the flesh and pride of life.