Should i be feeling this way?

If it's the right thing to do, right thing to say, how come i don't feel the kind of happiness or excitement that probably should have accompanied the words being spilled? It feels as if i confidently took an elevator expecting to go all the way up only to find it going in the other direction, and at a very slow speed. Hmm or perhaps, i don't feel confident or capable enough to be accountable.. because, what if i'm wrong? 

Such a weird feeling.

No, I'm not sad. Not exactly.