Wednesday, May 23, 2012
All that counts.
Irrevocably, nothing will ever be the same.
On a separate note, it's only the third day but I'm already feeling so swarmed up by assignments and the amount of work thrown to us. But surprisingly, I kinda enjoy it. Honestly. Haha I have even more reason to put in all I've got. The close friends would know. But first and foremost above all things, I gotta thank the Almighty Father above! Truly, it is only by God's grace I can adapt so quickly and so well to the environment, and most importantly the wonderful friends. We come from diversified backgrounds and many of us had vastly different experiences, some painful ones. Yet, we still have within in us that one common goal and desire that is inexplicable to those outside of us, and that is probably why our exchange of words and mutual feelings towards each other are so genuine. Better yet, they are all really hilarious and that's the best part- I can be myself and laugh all I want to hahaha, even when it's actually ultra embarrassing that I probably appear to be so spastic. Hmm, orientation went quite well and that helped too! Added bonus I guess ^^
Hi Eychelle you are really retarded but that's alright because you are so funny. Hehehehehahhahaha! Love hanging out with the og mates too despite all the purposeful scandals they made up about me. All untrue!! Haha but they are really nice people! I'll never forget night walk during orientation where I totally pushed the shower button out of fear and drenched Colin thinking the 'ghosts' did it hahaha and Hayyu (so annoying zzomg.) actually offered me to them knowing I was so frightened out of my wits. Then there's Sarah who shares my humor and understands what's so funny even when I'm silent HAHA.
Oh we are already given groups for our Comms class HAHA and I REALLY LOVE MY GROUP. Thank God we feel so comfortable with each other. They are all so funny omgggg. The introductory video we made (immediately after class) was EPIC I can't stop laughing at the thought of it. Of course the (SUPER RETARDED) sound effects helped a lot hahaha.
I saw Andrew on the first day and I was somewhat relieved knowing there is someone I can always rely on if all else fails. Hopefully not, God willing. :-) Haha oh yeah and I can always hitch a ride from him if I'm feeling lazy or broke. No idea how that will work out though..............just saying haha!
Gymming with Eychelle before class yesterday was awesome too. Although I'm sorta perturbed that I am so unfit now.... zzzzz. Not to mention looking so noob in front of Marcus and Saxobeat. HAHA aiya who cares right. It was fun nevertheless! Okay healthy living c'mon man hahaha. Wootsss but my arms are aching so badly now that I'm actually secretly relishing the sensation every time I lift my arms up! I feel sick. LOL.
Oh and Singapore is so small. Upon reaching BBDC today, I saw one of my schoolmates and we actually acknowledged each other even though we never really talked before hahah it was quite amusing because I wasn't sure I got the right person! I think he was thinking the same too HAHA. Hmm driving simulator was interestingggggg.
My thoughts are so random now. Got to do with my brain slowly shutting down after a long day I guess...................But anyway, on top of everything else, I really miss my friendsssss :( J, I feel like I haven't spoke to you in ages and it saddens me. Sigh. Then again, see you and the rest (Daphhhh and Nat and Pling) on Friday night!! Daphne L you are so sweet to fight for tix for me hahaha :}
I don't hope for much right now. While everything is still uncertain and things and people are constantly changing, leaving... I must say it is best not to get overly attached. People always leave. That's the norm. For all I know, next week from now I might be facing everything all alone again, after newfound friends make their own plans and go their way (as they should..) But oh well, I'm not in control. Everything's great now and that's all that counts, here and now. Great simply because I don't look too far ahead. I can't afford to. And so for now, all I can do is to get the most out of what is within my reach and be contented. Of course, it would be for the best if things remain the same two or even three years from now... or maybe even get better, but right now I'm just glad and I thank God.
On a separate note, it's only the third day but I'm already feeling so swarmed up by assignments and the amount of work thrown to us. But surprisingly, I kinda enjoy it. Honestly. Haha I have even more reason to put in all I've got. The close friends would know. But first and foremost above all things, I gotta thank the Almighty Father above! Truly, it is only by God's grace I can adapt so quickly and so well to the environment, and most importantly the wonderful friends. We come from diversified backgrounds and many of us had vastly different experiences, some painful ones. Yet, we still have within in us that one common goal and desire that is inexplicable to those outside of us, and that is probably why our exchange of words and mutual feelings towards each other are so genuine. Better yet, they are all really hilarious and that's the best part- I can be myself and laugh all I want to hahaha, even when it's actually ultra embarrassing that I probably appear to be so spastic. Hmm, orientation went quite well and that helped too! Added bonus I guess ^^
Hi Eychelle you are really retarded but that's alright because you are so funny. Hehehehehahhahaha! Love hanging out with the og mates too despite all the purposeful scandals they made up about me. All untrue!! Haha but they are really nice people! I'll never forget night walk during orientation where I totally pushed the shower button out of fear and drenched Colin thinking the 'ghosts' did it hahaha and Hayyu (so annoying zzomg.) actually offered me to them knowing I was so frightened out of my wits. Then there's Sarah who shares my humor and understands what's so funny even when I'm silent HAHA.
Oh we are already given groups for our Comms class HAHA and I REALLY LOVE MY GROUP. Thank God we feel so comfortable with each other. They are all so funny omgggg. The introductory video we made (immediately after class) was EPIC I can't stop laughing at the thought of it. Of course the (SUPER RETARDED) sound effects helped a lot hahaha.
I saw Andrew on the first day and I was somewhat relieved knowing there is someone I can always rely on if all else fails. Hopefully not, God willing. :-) Haha oh yeah and I can always hitch a ride from him if I'm feeling lazy or broke. No idea how that will work out though..............just saying haha!
Gymming with Eychelle before class yesterday was awesome too. Although I'm sorta perturbed that I am so unfit now.... zzzzz. Not to mention looking so noob in front of Marcus and Saxobeat. HAHA aiya who cares right. It was fun nevertheless! Okay healthy living c'mon man hahaha. Wootsss but my arms are aching so badly now that I'm actually secretly relishing the sensation every time I lift my arms up! I feel sick. LOL.
Oh and Singapore is so small. Upon reaching BBDC today, I saw one of my schoolmates and we actually acknowledged each other even though we never really talked before hahah it was quite amusing because I wasn't sure I got the right person! I think he was thinking the same too HAHA. Hmm driving simulator was interestingggggg.
My thoughts are so random now. Got to do with my brain slowly shutting down after a long day I guess...................But anyway, on top of everything else, I really miss my friendsssss :( J, I feel like I haven't spoke to you in ages and it saddens me. Sigh. Then again, see you and the rest (Daphhhh and Nat and Pling) on Friday night!! Daphne L you are so sweet to fight for tix for me hahaha :}
I don't hope for much right now. While everything is still uncertain and things and people are constantly changing, leaving... I must say it is best not to get overly attached. People always leave. That's the norm. For all I know, next week from now I might be facing everything all alone again, after newfound friends make their own plans and go their way (as they should..) But oh well, I'm not in control. Everything's great now and that's all that counts, here and now. Great simply because I don't look too far ahead. I can't afford to. And so for now, all I can do is to get the most out of what is within my reach and be contented. Of course, it would be for the best if things remain the same two or even three years from now... or maybe even get better, but right now I'm just glad and I thank God.
Monday, May 14, 2012
Scraped Knees Plastered Smiles
What we have is a million little things. Irreplaceable things.
Hi amigo, you'll never be alone. Hehe because I won't let you be, so wipe away the frown that has been plastered on your face for the past few days and smile knowing you have someone to share your crappy days with. Too bad for me. Hahaha I'm just kidding ^^ Our journey is only beginning. See where we are now, so who cares if the next 3 years or 3000 years are gonna be filled with tests after tests, we're still gonna emerge victorious yeppps!!! It's who came and never left that matters. :-)
There's none other like you xoxo!
My Love
So I say a little prayer
And hope my dreams will take me there
Where the skies are blue, to see you once again... my love.
All the seas from coast to coast
To find the place I love the most
Where the fields are green, to see you once again... my love.
An empty street, an empty house
A hole inside my heart
I'm all alone, the rooms are getting smaller.
I wonder how, I wonder why, I wonder where they are
The days we had, the songs we sang together.
I try to read, I go to work
I'm laughing with my friends
But I can't stop to keep myself from thinking.
I wonder how, I wonder why, I wonder where they are
The days we had, the songs we sang together.
Love my 4Maddies! This is a song I'll always remember, and I hope they do too. :-)
Monday, May 7, 2012
God works in miraculous ways. I can't emphasize that enough.
For the past few weeks, the course of my life seemed to have changed a million times and the people who have stood by my side all these while would now know that despite all the heartaches, heartbreaks, things are starting to turn out, manifestly for the best. Just when I thought all's lost, He gave me my heart's desire, made me realise what is important and what is it I actually want. God never leaves us. And when we are feeling unable, that's when we need Him more than ever. We forget that. I've conveniently forgotten that, but I thank God for His bountiful mercies.
The words and actions of true friends constantly astound me. The extent that they will go to give you all the help, support and love in the world.. it all leaves me speechless. Very few of them, yet very precious. You know who they are only when a storm hits you. One that leaves you defenseless and half-dead.
For the past few weeks, the course of my life seemed to have changed a million times and the people who have stood by my side all these while would now know that despite all the heartaches, heartbreaks, things are starting to turn out, manifestly for the best. Just when I thought all's lost, He gave me my heart's desire, made me realise what is important and what is it I actually want. God never leaves us. And when we are feeling unable, that's when we need Him more than ever. We forget that. I've conveniently forgotten that, but I thank God for His bountiful mercies.
The words and actions of true friends constantly astound me. The extent that they will go to give you all the help, support and love in the world.. it all leaves me speechless. Very few of them, yet very precious. You know who they are only when a storm hits you. One that leaves you defenseless and half-dead.
Meanders
Free-spirited.
I applaud people who are.
Over the past couple of days, I've given much thought to a few people whom I care about very much, and some who are close to my heart. They are confirmation of how life continues on without you whether you like it or not, because everyone moves on to the next stage of their life eventually. Even if their paths are steering clear from yours. I just wish they stay safe and sound, wherever they are.
God bless.
I applaud people who are.
Over the past couple of days, I've given much thought to a few people whom I care about very much, and some who are close to my heart. They are confirmation of how life continues on without you whether you like it or not, because everyone moves on to the next stage of their life eventually. Even if their paths are steering clear from yours. I just wish they stay safe and sound, wherever they are.
God bless.
Tuesday, May 1, 2012
Eyes Wide Open
So this is the end of the story,
Everything we had, everything we did,
Is buried in dust,
And this dust is all that's left of us
Everything we had, everything we did,
Is buried in dust,
And this dust is all that's left of us
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