Finally, I'm letting go
Of all my downer thoughts
In no time there'll be
One less sad robot
Looking for a chance to be
Something more than just metal

Basketball today was awesomeeeee! It felt so good playing ball with the friends and random people for hoursss. I'm... happily tired heehee. It has been a long while. :)

Okay I'm gonna escape the world for a short while, just a little little while... and when I'm back I know all of this will be behind me! I'll be as normal as normal can get and be happy with the way things exactly are. I will, oh yes I will.


Oh, Miss Delaney (Miss Delaney)
Whatcha sad for?

On sleepless roads the sleepless go.

“If only there could be an invention that bottled up a memory, like scent.
And it never faded, and it never got stale. And then, when one wanted
it,
the bottle
could be uncorked, and it would be like living the moment
all over again.”
- Daphne du Maurier

But some are better done away with, forever.

I just realised I'm gonna be so busy in the coming days and weeks, but in a good way I guess! Haha, since it really puts my energy and time to good use and stop me from rotting away while focusing on irrelevant matters.

They say, some things simply bear no answers, and maybe we should all stop looking for them. Maybe it's time I do just that.

Prayerfully all goes well. :)

Keep Your Friends Close

Kemei you have the best swimsuit hahahaha.

& Ruimin, Coco is so cute but not when he has something up his sleeves hehh little pervy :}

Love you two truckloads. Stayover the next time round! Hahaha I promise I'll try to be more glamorous so you two won't have a chance to laugh at me anymore :( Heeheheheehe!

When you turn out the lights, it's all the same darkness.

"There is a tide in the affairs of men, which taken
at the flood, leads on to fortune but omitted, and the voyage of their life is
bound in shallows and mesires. On such a full sea are we now afloat and we must
take the current when it serves or lose the ventures before us.”

Sometimes I'd rather feel nothing.
It's easier/

Fleeting Moments.

Last day, at Incheon airport. Trust me I was almost completely depressed about having to come home haha :'{

So cute. The left one. Heehee I'm kidding, I meant the one on the right. Bright like the sun, too. :)

Kimchi making (haha or rather, wrapping) it was pre-seasoned!

At Everland theme park, where the scaredy cat on the left doesn't dare to take any of the thrilling rides since she's puke-risk.

LOTTE World hotel, the characters level. CUTE OR WHAT (haha wait till you see the rooms!)

Hotel near the hot springs place.......forgot what it's called! Anyway the ceiling was decorated with stars that blink. I had a great night heehee (fell asleep while watching the stars twinkling. not the real ones but hello, it's good enough hahaha) :}

From Jeju to Incheon (day 2 or 3)

Ohhh, the farm. Fond, fond memories :)

Dinner after soaking in hot springs heehee :}

And this is Day One.

These days were beautiful, yet they are all but permanent. Short-lived, yet close to my heart. It's been more than a week, yet it only feels like yesterday that I just came back, and feeling awfully sad knowing it's all gone.

The same feelings only in a different place.

Momentarily, everything was safe and everything was better.

In brief words.

The Korea trip was spectacular and thoroughly enjoyable, so unforgettable that I'd probably always remember the time I spent there. The first day I woke up in Singapore after coming back from the trip, I was almost struck with melancholy that it was all over before I knew it. Temporal depression. Haha, and now I'm already planning to save up and travel more places next year! Top of my list: BARCA. But oh well obviously I'm gonna have to wait a long time if I'm intending to rely on my pathetic savings. Not to make myself feel worse, but I kinda just bled from spending on my new Vaio lapto (which I'm using now) yesterday. Hahaha well the brother's belated present (now perhaps in the form of belated 'money' would have to wait till the end of Dec) It's safe to say almost that, yeahh I'm broke. :(

Gonna look for a job, ASAP. Hm, but that will probably have to wait till after Dec (which means, till 2012) since I'm currently occupied with Christmas preparation, catching up with the dear friends, and most important of all at this moment, the planning for YF camp. Praying all goes well :)

Korea pictures are up on fb! Haha and... I shall blog about it another time. Maybe :}

Inititally, I simply wanted to blog one sentence.

And that was,

it sucks to be me.

Oh, and it's not because of how occupied I am (I'm sure relishing in that), but cos... according to some people, I bring epic failure to a whole new level. Sucks to be Mag then. :( HAHA kiddingggggg, I still think it's pretty awesome to be me.

Ok you probably think that's a lie. And...... I agree.

Boohoo :(

I remembered preparing myself the day before, that all good things come to an end no matter how happy they make us feel, yet when the morning arrived and the bus started towards the airport, I find myself struggling to breathe. To let go. The feeling lasted till this very moment. Not as strong, but it still lingers and it still haunts.

Too beautiful a memory makes the reminiscing immensely painful.