IF NOT NOW, THEN WHEN?

“Experience: that most brutal of teachers. But you learn, my God do you learn.”

- C.S. Lewis

Some kill their love when they are young,
  And some when they are old;
Some strangle with the hands of Lust,
  Some with the hands of Gold:
The kindest use a knife, because
  The dead so soon grow cold.

Some love too little, some too long,
  Some sell, and others buy;
Some do the deed with many tears,
  And some without a sigh:
For each man kills the thing he loves,
  Yet each man does not die

Extract from Oscar Wilde's The Ballad of Reading Gaol 

Liverpool I bleed for you :(

For the past couple of years, it seems no matter how hard they fight, winning has become such a chore. They say it's useless dwelling in the past, but somehow that's the only way that keeps me believing in the revival of Liverpool someday soon. 

I so do miss the '08/09 squad of Liverpool.  

It's a joy to be studying something that you genuinely like. Often people forget that until it's too late. Other times they fail to recognize what they truly want for themselves. I know because I have found myself in both situations. But right now I'm just happy where I am.

I love studying in peace- something I never expected myself to say one year back. After all, who loves studying?

But intelligence is always attractive. And studying is more gratifying than many people know. And some never will.

It took me so much to remember.

On another note, recent subtle events have made me realize how much I miss actually being good at something, how much I miss doing something I completely derive pleasure from, how much I miss knowing the kind of person I wanna be.  

I am only one, but still I am one. I cannot do everything, but still I can do something; and because I cannot do everything, I will not refuse to do something that I can do.  -Helen Keller

You won't lose anything you don't have.

Take deep breaths and only remember what's really important.

Don't rely on anyone to fill in that void. If you haven't realize, people often let people down.

People always leave.

I don't know why it should affect me, but it does.

But, be well.

Skipper.

“But I’ve done a lot. I have no regrets. I’d love to win the Premier League. I still have that hunger. But I also know I have to be realistic and it could be I’m no longer playing when this club win the league again. But what do I do? It would be easy to say I want to leave. That I’ve had enough of this club. But I haven’t had enough. I want more.” - Steven Gerrard

RESPECT. :')